Highlight in BOLD those that you did before!

x smoked a cigarette
x smoked a cigar
x made out with a member of the same sex (what is made out? kissing? huggin?... err)
x been in love
x been dumped
x shoplifted
x been fired
x been in a fist fight
x snuck out of parent's house
x had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
x been arrested
x made out with a stranger
x gone on a blind date
x lied to a friend
x had a crush on a teacher
x skipped school
x slept with a co-worker
x seen someone die
x been overseas
x been on a plane
x thrown up in a bar
x set a part of myself on fire
x eaten sushi
x gone crazy at a concert
x love someone or miss someone right now
x laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
x made a snow angel
x had a tea party
x flown a kite
x built a sand castle
x gone puddle jumping
x played dress up
x jumped into a pile of leaves
x gone sledding
x cheated while playing a game
x been lonely
x fallen asleep at work/school (VERY OFTEN)
x used a fake id
x watched the sun set
x felt an earthquake
x touched a snake
x been tickled
x been robbed
x been misunderstood
x won a contest
x ran a red light
x been suspended from school
x been in a car accident
x had braces
x felt like an outcast
x eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
x had deja vu
x danced in the moonlight
x hated the way you look
x witnessed a crime
x questioned your heart
x been obsessed with post-it notes
x squished barefoot through the mud
x been lost
x been to the opposite side of the country
x swam in the ocean
x felt like dying
x cried yourself to sleep
x played cops and robbers
x recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
x sung karaoke
x paid for a meal with only coins
x done something you told yourself you wouldn't
x made prank phone calls
x laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
x caught a snowflake on your tongue
x danced in the rain
x written a letter to Santa Claus
x been kissed under the mistletoe
x watched the sun set with someone you care about
x blown bubbles
x made a bonfire on the beach
x crashed a party
x gone rollerskating
x had a wish come true
x worn pearls
x jumped off a bridge
x ate dog/cat food
x told a complete stranger you loved them
x kissed a mirror (hahaha.. ya... its true... its kinda funni once you think of it)
x sang in the shower
x have a black dress
x had a dream that you married someone
x glued your hand to something
x got your tongue stuck to a something metal
x kissed a fish
x worn the opposite sexes clothes (I WAS FORCED!)
x been a cheerleader
x sat on a roof top
x screamed/shouted at the top of your lungs
x done a one-handed cartwheel
x talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
x stayed up all night
x didn't take a shower for a week
x pick and ate an apple right off the tree
x climbed a tree
x had a tree house/club house
x are scared to watch scary movies alone
x believe in ghosts
x have more then 30 pairs of shoes
x worn a really ugly outfit just to see what others say
x gone streaking
x played chicken
x been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
x been told you're hot by a complete stranger
x caught a fish then ate it
x caught a butterfly
x laughed so hard you cried
x cried so hard you laughed
x mooned/flashed someone
x had someone moon/flash you
x cheated on a test
x have a Britney Spears CD
x forgotten someone's name (very often..)
x slept naked
x wanted to have sex with your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush
x been obsessed with a band (there was a period of time I was crazy over A1)

Haha!! This is damm funny.. lolz.. Check out the "Biologist"! haha

Original Quote:

If you love someone,
Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, she never was....

The New Versions.....

Pessimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, as expected, she never was


Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
Don't worry, she will come back.


Suspicious:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, ask her why.


Impatient:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she doesn't comes back within some time
forget her.


Patient:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back, continue to wait
until she comes back ...


Playful:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
* If she comes back, and if you love her still,
set her free again, repeat *


C++ Programmer:
if(you-love(m_she))
m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she= new CShe;

Animal-Rights Activist:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!


Lawyers:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second
amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that...


Bill Gates :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she comes back,
I think we can charge her for re-installation fees
and but tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade.

Biologist :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
She'll evolve.

Statisticians :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is high
If she doesn't, your relation was improbable anyway.


Schwarzenegger's fans:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
SHE'LL BE BACK!


Over possessive person:
If you love someone
don't set her free.


HR specialist:
If you love someone set her free by
Offering her VRS and other benefits
Then outsource her.


MBA Graduate:
If you love someone
set her free
instantaneously
and look for others simultaneously


Psychologist:
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back her super ego is dominant
If she does'nt come back her id is supreme
If she does'nt go, she must be crazy.
7 years into the relationship hypothetically


Somnabulist:
If you love someone set her free
If she comes back it's a nightmare
If she does'nt, you must be dreaming.


Rhett Butler:
If you love someone
set YOURSELF FREE
If she asks you why
say you don't give a damn.


ERP functional expert:
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back, map her into your system
If she does'nt,carry out a gap-fit analysis


Finance expert:
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back its time to look fresh loans
If she does'nt, write her off as an asset gone bad.


Marketing Expert:
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back she has brand loyalty
If she does'nt, reposition the brand in new markets.

Return of Depression Dilemma... watch this "HAHA!" =P

Lonely... Cold... alone....

Depression is threatening to overwhelm me again... I will not let it overcome me.... I cant...
Why am I like that?.......

Do guys cry? Why can't guys cry?.....

I have been thinking for a very long time.... I think I'm not AJ.... never... I was never one from the beginning....
... I just expressed my love in a very different way...

Its not me... Its the world... Its culture...

Why can't a guy hug another guy?
Why can't a guy kiss another guy?
Why can't a guy cry on the shoulder of another guy?

These are all just mere expressions of care, concern and love... Each of a different intensity...
To be brothers... There is more then just the blood, the sweat and the bold sacrifice....

It's reaching into each other's heart and feeling it... It is accepting that another guy cares for you, possibly more then you care for him...
Its not GAY...

Homosexuality. What on earth is it? It is to SEXUALLY DESIRE. another person of the same sex...
I've never ever sexually desired a guy before... ( to put it pretty grossly ) ....

Its the confusion that many guys have, that having SEX = Love... Which is completely wrong....

When I hug another guy... that person has to have a special place in my heart....



but... why am I not attracted to the other side too?.... maybe.. I'm not big enough yet....

sigh...

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Today was the test on Law...

It was pretty ok... As usual.. I knew the answers, but I couldn't write it out... haha (can you read out the words I'm using to comfort myself?)

It was generally ok lah... I could do everything...

Hmm.. I've got most of my ideas planned out for my DMA movie already....
BUT... I have to use Final Cut Pro to do out everything.... AHH!!

Its CHEEM... (dialect for "DAMM DIFFICULT!!!")

MMR presentation is coming up next.... BooOo hoo.
I hope that we'll be able to keep up a good standard....

THe most frightening thing that can happen now is to realize that we're on the wrong track...

bleahz....

She smiled at me today.... does she feel differently too? I hope she still hopes....
Coz.... I havnt felt the same way... about a person so long... for so long...

am I worthy enough?... i'm jus so unsure....

Sonia's Test... I'm BORED!

Haha.... I'm bored... So I'll do the questionnaire that Sonia did! lolz

type in the names of the 1st 20 people that comes to your mind right now
1) Simon
2) Becky
3) Sonia
4) Haryanto
5) Timothy
6) May
7) Jason
8) Ryan
9) Jawei
10) Ivan (jr.)
11) Victor
12) Titus
13) Ian
14) Nicholas
15) Eve Jie Jie
16) Chris...
17) Jasper
18) Nicky Didi
19) RunJin
20) Sarah


Then, fill this out according to the people you chose!!
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Who is 8 going out with?:
- Err.. haha... I'm not sure...

Is 9 a boy or a girl?:
- BOY! haha... no. Girl

Would 11 and 2 make a cute couple?
- NO! both are attached.... -_-"

How about 18 and 4?:
- lolz... they dont even know each other... moreover, one of em's heart is occupied

What grade is 17 in?:
- err.... not in school le...

When was the last time you talked to 12?:
- I've.. never really talked to him before... though I hope to one day...haha

What is 6's favorite song?:
- Dido - Here With Me? lolz.. its on her blog...

Does 1 have any siblings?:
- Yupz

Would you ever date 3?:
- err.... zZZz

Would you ever date 7?:
- Lolz... The other party would never consent... haha

Is 16 single?:
- I guess so... Still waiting for someone to return I guess...

What's 15's last name?:
- AHH!! I cant remember!

What's 5's middle name?:
- Foo? Jing? Wei? Whats the definition of middle name? lolz

What's 10's fantasy?:
- Wahaha... to get a good guy to take care of him.. lolz!

Would 14 and 19 make a good couple?:
- NOOOOOOO!!! CANNOT!! it would be disasterous...

What school does 20 go to?:
- SP!

Tell me a random fact about 11:
- He is somebody I respect alot...

And 1:
- He can tell a VERY funny joke, and keep a completely striaght face...... haha

Have you ever had a crush on 20?:
- She's a girl... does that explain enough? haha

Where does 9 live?:
- Lolz... I dunno? never been there before... xP

What's 4's favorite color?:
- blue, cream, light brown, orange

Would you makeout with 14?:
- OW OW OW! HE IS MY BROTHER!!

Are 5 & 1 best friends?:
- Haha.. they dunno each other

Do you like 2?:
- Yupz! She's cute and bubbly, and she's pon pon queen!

Does 8 like 19?:
- haha... they dunno each other...

How did you meet 15?:
- Lolz! Church! =D With RIcharD

Does 10 have any pets?:
- dogs? I think

Is 12 older than you?
- Nopez~! i'm older by a few months

Is 1 the sexiest person
- WAHAHHA! He's cool.. he's smart... but.. sexy... not exectly lah.. =P

Have you ever given 13 a hug?
- Nah.. haha...

How do you find 9?
- One of the coolest gals I know... at least...haha

this is fun. =D yeah.. I agree... xP

but everybody doesnt seem to know each other... lolz

The Carrot, The Egg and The Coffee Beans by William Tan

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life
and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how
she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was
tired of figuring and struggling. It seemed as one problem
was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots
with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots
came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second
she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee
beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She
fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled
the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the
coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter,
she asked, "Tell me what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the
carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother
then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After
pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.
Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee.
The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The
daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced
the same adversity ... boiling water. Each reacted
differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and
unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling
water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been
fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid
interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its
inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique,
however. After they were in the boiling water, they had
changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter. "When adversity
knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot,
an egg or a coffee bean?"

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems
strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft
and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but
changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after
a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial,
have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the
same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff
spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the
hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When
the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If
you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you
get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest,
do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle
adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, and enough
hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of
everything; they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way. The brightest future will always be based
on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you
let go of your past failures and heartaches.

A Meaningful Phrase by Rajan

It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better.

The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails at least fails while daring greatly so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat.

- Theodore Roosevelt

A word is the foundation

While a picture paints a thousands words

A phrase garners a million thoughts, dreams and vision

- me -

Metrosexual = V-neck, Low Cut Shirts

One of my friends was saying that he went to Zara to look for some clothes and he was introduced to the term "metrosexual"...

The sales person literally gave him a completely warped image on what on earth is a metrosexual... in the end, his definition of a metrosexual was :

1) Wear V-neck, low cut shirts
2) Love figure hugging or form fitting clothes

I dunno how he actually accepted that term but its like... errr.. pretty much a very shallow definition of metrosexual... in fact, its almost, totally incorrect...

haha...

I won't elaborate on what is a metrosexual already.. for those reading my blog, you would already know how some behave..


Went clubbing again on friday... alot of people are getting surprised at my sudden comeback into the clubbing scene... and I guess there must be a pretty lot of talk behind my back...

but.. no. I'm not coming back for good.. I just felt like seeing some of my old friends again...
some of them have changed.. for the better or the worst i do not know...
Met my choir junior, Ivan... he is like... transformed 180 degrees lor....

picha? he is definately still learning how to be still.. but his flamboyent actions and terrific "socializing" skills have improved by leaps and bounds...


ahh.. nvermnd.. dont feel like typing already... My index fingernail has been injured due to excessive playing on the piano....

sigh..

ow.